i shall take back my words, i dont exactly enjoy this life with mum shouting at me nonstop to stop using the com. she expects me to go and work since i have lots of free time -.-
wth. its after the exams! cant i just relax?! whatever. this is annoying me.

anw, i just downloaded icy tower again cos i felt like playing it. got over 100 for only a few times! damn lousy now. didnt play for yrs (i think). haha.

there she goes again.

okay. maybe having sis at home is better than having a mum at home ._.
at least i still can watch tv at 4am cos she is still using com at that time too, wake up very late although she will nag also. but, not as bad as my mum ._.
i cant enjoy watching tv and using com peacefully. boos.

i am still very bored :(
played neopets, miniclip and maggiemarket. but still very bored! :(

i have no lunch too! hav to cook my own maggie. sianzxzx

i got scolded by my mum cos of falling asleep in front of the laptop for 2 consecutive days without switching off the lights and everything. haha! and when i called my mum's office at 1pm, she said, "you got so early wake up de meh?" lol! cos i woke up at 3pm ytd. haha!
i dreamt a lot again! 3-in-1 -.-

i wanna go shopping! for titbits. haha! chipster and cheezel! oh manz.

i very enjoy this life without her around. shiok. i cant imagine what will happen if my mum didnt come over to sleep and i will be totally alone! fyi, my mum stays at grandma hse to take care of her so she dont sleep at home.

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Amilyn: hellohello! you stalker! haha
xueen: no no. cos i am special thats why. haha!
yawen: super nice but i dont think its distorted enough
dorothy: and look at the assessment books too! haha!

very very bored!
i have nothing to do!

i slept for 12hrs today! happy happy! :D
one day of sleep beats the total hrs i slept for 4days during the exam period.
i was so exhausted that i didnt have any dream for the past one wk. i had dreams over the last hols! going undercover, flying, chased, building secret room etc. i think that my dreams are supeer interesting until they can write a book.

i was scolded noob! haha! multi tasking when playing bridge is not gd. i ate my partner's card when he/she had been feeding me and i didnt know. haha!

still very very bored leh how :(
i changed the picture at the profile side again cos i had nth to do ._.
does it resemble anyone? haha!

omgz. jw saw j the beng! hahaha

helllooooooooo. i had finally changed the blogskin after so long. i was already quite sick of the previous one although i liked it alot. so its simple white skin again. hahaha.

i can actually stay awake until now with just 2hrs of sleep. *claps*

my mummy said i am a vainpot just because of one polish :(
& my toes look as if they were poisoned. haha!
my colouring (or maybe painting in this case) really sucks! no wonder i was bullied 12yrs ago :(
i shall say how i was bullied. i brought my colouring book to sch but my frens dont let me colour in my own book! cos they say my colouring sucks :( MY OWN BOOK LEH. and being very young and i, just let them colour -.- somehow i still rmb this incident until now. haha!

i think we are very old! we were already pri one 10yrs ago! D:
eh. i want to go back to 12yrs ago! when i still had the confidence of able to do well in studies, with the chances of able to top a subject ._.
i think i can be one of the top of a subject if i look at the list from the back. whooooo.
dorothy! lets go to popular again!


you are getting further and further away until i cant even see you anymore. why didnt you even bother to turn back? are we so not worthed it?

its over ! *jumps around excitedly*

no more 2 or 3 hrs of sleep! wheeee! its damn tough for me to fall asleep at even 2am cos i slept at 4+ the whole of last wk. so i ended up tossing and turning on bed for at least 1hr.

wheeeeeeeeee! i can sleep for 10hrs a day for like 1wk again! shiok shiok shiok :D:D

okay. i screwed up the paper today. i think almost everyone screwed it cos i haven heard a single person saying that the paper was ok! everyone said they screwed up. hahaha.

anyway, i think i screwed up all of them lah. all last min cramming of info.

a lady kept ringing my doorbell and shouting hello just now but i refused to open the door. hahaha! cos she sounded soooo fierce and impatient. very scared. mummy told me eons ago not to open door for strangers and i still rmb it. i am very guai girl who listen to mummy ok!

ok. the truth is i am just lazy to open the door and entertain her. hahaha.

went to lot one with dorothy and most of the 410 guys for lunch after today's paper but i didnt eat though. i was planning to go home and eat my ai xin lunch loh. haha. dorothy sat in front of me but we were communicating thru smses! cos we had a lot of extra free smses. hahaha. in the end, dorothy's free smses were put into gd use. her msg counter jumped from 100 to 300 by spamming zhenhong, bingzheng's idea. haha! its super funny! imagine ur phone keeps on vibrating non stop and you cant do anything to stop it. ekneng and yanglin joined in and spammed too. zhenhong kept calling and bingzheng just cancelled his call. hahaha.

played zhong ji mi ma and the forfeit was to eat a piece of chicken with lots and lots of cheese and pepper. everyone had a chance to eat them though. super disgusting.

separated from the guys and we went for a bit of shopping, from lot one shopped to west mall. actually we didnt shop much, just looking for clothes for the nails. hahaha. die. very bimbo! D: anyway, went to cut hair at lakeside after that. had to wait for 30min so me and dorothy went out to shop at basar malam. hahaha. i love basar malam food! :D

went back and the aunty was real nice, giving us discounts. haha. i was only charged 8bucks! O.O hahaha.

stylo dorothy!

did i mention that my sis is away in japan for 20days? she will only be back on 14july or around that date. SHIOK! :D:D:D

the laptop will be all mineeeeeeeeee :D:D



i am skipping from one topic to another! hahaha. i shall skip to another one again!



my hk uncle came over to singapore for business trip and treated me and my mum at some restaurant in holidayinn on monday. i was stoning throughout the dinner cos the 2 of them were conversing in cantonese which i can only understand only the basic-est basic! i couldnt use my phone, couldnt stare at my nails, couldnt do this couldnt do that cos a bit rude :/ so i was supeeeeer bored. all i was looking forward was the food but it took damn long! >:O

anyway, my uncle flew here from bangkok and he will be flying to japan soon. my bro is at bangkok and my sis is at japan. haha!



grandma's birthday celebration on last sat and most of my relatives came. was studying for terms but in the end gave up and played with my cousin's psp. GTA! woooooo. its been so long since i went on a shooting spree. very very fun! hahaha! me and my cousin were shooting ppl's head off once again. hahaha.

my very cute & hyperactive nephew! he is holding my geog notes btw -.-

i swear 4am ch8 show is muchmuchmuch better than 4pm show. living in geylang! HAHA! no its not abt prostitutes and all, just a normal drama. i love the song the most. oooh geylang geylang~~

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dorothy: yeahhhhhhhh! blow blow blow!

Flying
Flying indicates a need for freedom or search for love, fortune or a place in life and generally symbolizes your strong mind and will. Flying in dreams is usually a good omen of overcoming obstacles and finding happiness. If you are flying with ease and enjoying the landscape below, then it suggests that you are on top of a situation. Difficulties in flight might indicate lack of control. If you feel fear when you are flying it suggests that you are afraid of challenges and success.


EH! challenges = terms?
i really do need some freedom now.

2 more 2 more 2 more! :D

i cheated today! i only rmbed that i had left a few mcqs blank when time's up. anyhow scribbled any alphabet before the teacher came.

i dont even dare to count how many marks i had lost, its too scary.
i need luck. perhaps i shd go pray at the temple and church which i will pass by everytime on the way to sch. maybe i will then finally bond with chem ._.

whyohwhy.

i am flying in every dreams again. does that mean that i will pass my midyrs with flying colours? i hope so, but its totally impossible, judging how i did for ytd and today. i say dreams dont come true, it never did.

i shd be studying now.
BUTIDONTFEELLIKESTUDYINGANYMORE! >:O
my hands are itching for some bridge!
/edit
i just won 9 sets again! wheeeeeeee

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i really wanna see how they will run for their caps when the wind blows. totally not cool. hahaha.

i just realised that its my 300th post! ._.

i survived through 2 papers with just 2hrs of sleep.
i wrote for like almost half a page for a geog qns worthed 12 marks today.
our teacher had helped us alot by giving false hints. stupid rocks.
& i totally dont like the history ppl. why are they given model ans, tips and all! >:O
chemistry tmr. hurray. there is no f9 now, so it shall be hello U.

pls let me wake up and realise that its saturday already.

i slept for 14hrs again ! & i spent the 14hrs on sofa ._.

cos i had only 4hrs of sleep the day before. all because of econs lecture ! boos.

anw, out with jw for 3days straight. & he doesnt want to go out with me today cos he is sick of me! boooooooooos. hahahaha.

i sacrificed my time that could hav been spent sleeping to go his hse and pass him the econs ans ytd. *clapzxzx*

we took over 100 pictures on sun & about 30 ytd. crazy! hahaha.

my pouch plus minnie & mickey ! :D

ghost!

hahahaha!

emo gay!

he stole his sis's shades -.-

i dunno what were we doing too ._.

pj uni + nh tie! say its nicer this way.

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Debbie: hello fellow chem hater. i still haven start chem ! D:

heeheheeee. i got myself 6 pairs of earrings & 1 pouch today :D
no clothes but it still feels so great to be spending money on myself besides for others & on food.
i love my pouchhieee alot ! :D
i would still like to get more pairs of earrings. they are all sooo cute ! unlimited wants, choices, opportunity cost ! gah. (been revising econs these few days. boos)

heeheeheeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
went to bugis with the sickly boy who finished all my 5 and a half packets of tissue today & going west coast cc tmr to study ._.

fyi, i still haven touch chem :(
i am one step nearer to hell !

youhavechangedalotalotalotalotalotalot.
why is it so pathetic?!

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i shall add on with something i just saw, i totally agree with them, he is sooooooooo E ! HAHAHA !
nvm if no one understand what i am talking about :D
its 4.30am now, i better sleep :/

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MABEL(:: helloooooooo ! hahaha. ya we are that old already, my 12yrs old fren !

diediediediedie.
i am sleeping non stop after the chalet and this is veryvery bad cos i am supposed to be studying !

lets see.
i slept from 8+am to abt 5pm or something when i came back from chalet.
i fell asleep at 12+ am and woke up at 2+pm ._. 14hrs of sleep yknow !
& i went to sleep at 3+am but i still haven fallen asleep at 4+ and i woke up at 3+pm which is today.

siaosiaosiao.
i spent almost or even more than half of the day on my bed.

i was flying around in my dream again. i was escaping from school with a teacher trying to catch me ._.
& to the however person who once tagged at my blog that said it was a sign of liberation or something liddat, my foot arh D: perhaps it really was during the post Os period but i think its more of a sign that i dont want to study now. i really wish to fly back to post Os period. sleep eat sleep eat sleep eat without studying. shiokness.
superstressssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssed up. with the high retain rate of peeejay, ARGH.
save me from studies ! i haven touch my chem yet !
diediediediediediediediedead.

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kenyii: yeah. i feel like killing ppl now ._.

i found something & i think its very funny.
HAHAHAHAHA !
i cant imagine it !
HAHAHAHAHA !
:D

but eh, why arent you like that too ? boos.

back from chalet.
the room is small, the fan & aircon is spoilt & theres lots of cockroaches. yay.

anw, went for the night cycling for the first time of my life. actually its nth much, just cycling and cycling until your legs feel like breaking. we took two hrs to reach changi village & another two hrs to get back.
& yes, we got lost on the way back ._.
the first grp cycled super fast until we cant even catch up with them.
luckily jw stopped and waited and cycled with him. saw ningyang & junwei & cycled with them.
& then, the four of us got lost. lol. called dorothy who was in the first grp that disappeared & realised that they were already reaching while we were still stuck in nowhere.
cycled back and we were finally back on track. by that time, junwei got a leg cramp and his hand was injured from the fall on the way back so we cycled slower.
cycled cycled cycled & we were finally back in ecp. yay.
ekneng suddenly appeared out of nowhere & we saw yawen & junli who got lost too. & we thought everyone else had reached already.
reached at around 8 or something while the first grp reached at 715 ._.
bathed & stoned at the stairs cos theres no place to sleep. i think i am pretty good at entertaining myself ._.
jw came up & joined me. played bridge & daidee while waiting for his turn to bathe.
he bathed & we went into the room. theres still no space so we sat on the floor. cannot make any noise cos the sleeping ppl were very scary :x
finally some woke up for soccer & theres space !
took very long to fall asleep and keep waking up.
dorothy woke up & mistook the two jws. i think its very funny. hahaha.
jiebo & koksiong woke up & only yawen was still sleeping. moved up to the bed to sleep & jw took koksiong's spot. i think the bed was so much more comfortable than the matress on the floor that i slept on previously. slept for another two hrs.
woke up & cycled out to 711 with jw. saw jolene & constance on the way.
yanglin took away my bike when we were inside 711 & we thought it was stolen ._.
went to the beach & stoned.
cycled back to 711 & joined the grp that was inside and cycled back to chalet tgt.
played bridge at the playground & the bbq started. the clayfish was very nice ! :D
went up to the room and bridged again. jolene & constance left & i was the only girl in the chalet cos the rest all went bowling. super sianzz. continued to bridge with jiebo zhenhong & jengyang. guangwei replaced zhenhong after he left to compose songs or whatever & played daidee.
the bowling grp came back & i went to bathe. stoned again & went to the beach area with jw cos the chalet was too hot. he fell asleep on the bench & i stoned again. saw some ahbinggeges marched past. very cute. hahahaha ! he woke up & we stoned. got very cold & went back to the chalet. i was already dying when i got back, super tired ! sat on the stairs & slept ._.
i think its very funny, two ppl sleeping on the floor & four ppl sleeping on the stairs.
jw woke ningyang up & i went into the room & slept.
yawen woke me up at 6+ & went home.

yay.

the only proper meal i ate during the chalet was on the first night. i didnt eat anything besides a lil bbq food at night. didnt eat any titbits also. the only water i drank from the chalet was a few sips of the mineral water ._.

thrilling. hahahahaha :D

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shihui & dorothy: yeahh.

hellohello.

i was feeling very emo & depressed just now but now i am not ._.
its like i am always like that during long holidays .___.

okay. i shall disclose a lil what i was thinking just now.
i have sucky bad habits.
i have sucky temper & moodswings.
i have sucky results.
i have no aim in my life.
i wish i got knocked down by a car, as long as it doesnt leave me without one limb or whatever.
(hahaha. yes. i always wish i am dead whenever i am emo ! but no, i wont commit sucide ! i hav no courage to inflict pain on myself ! hahaha )

but aiya, come to think of it, life is like that. its always sucky ! or perhaps it just applies to me.

i was trying real hard not to cry out because i am outside ! its so stupid to break down out of the sudden.

think positive think positive think positive :(
insecurities & inferiority pls go away ! :(

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yixuan: hellohello ! :D

heeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeee.
iloveholidays.
i get to sleep as late as i want & wake up as late as i want (provided that my mum isnt ard)

but, i am getting very lazy to do work ! the only hmwk that i hav done is maths & its still not completed yet && midyr is just 2+ wks later !
i haven even touch anything else besides maths.
i should start on my chem soooooon :/
i must not procrastinate any further !

& one big thing about holiday is that i am easily hungry at home which is bad cos obviously i wont exercise in this one month.
sometimes i will start to complain to my mum about getting tiny weeny bit hungry again & start hunting for food in the kitchen just prolly 30min after dinner.
i finished one layer of danish butter cookies all by myself in two days of afterdinnertimebinge ._.

but seriously, i still love holidays :D

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i have some qns to ask.
why is everyone locking up their blog ?!
i am very kpo ! like triena said, blogs are highly addictive. once you started reading you cant stop ! very sad to see permission denied all the time :(
why is everyone opening a blogshop ?
not that i mind but i am just curious. hahaha.

& lastly a qns to ask myself.
WHY DID YOU ONLY DECIDED TO COME NOW & NOT ONE WEEK AGO THAT YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO ?!?!
i hate you !
pls go away before sunday ! D:<

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i keep checking my phone status non stop to look at my battery % ._.
i think its due to the lousygonnaexplode bat, thats why. very scared that it will keep low bat also yknow ! very paranoid now after months of charging phone everyday.
& is it normal for the bat % to suddenly increase & decrease ? o.o
i dont wan my bat to be spoilt again ! its a torture !

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shihui: yeah ! quincy is very cute !
stella: i got a U for chem too ! :(

IAMADDICTEDTOFOXTROT !
found some of them at home and read all of them in 2 days !
quincy is very cute ! :D:D:D

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mygodzz.
i just read my cousin's blog & found out she is playing gta too ._.
& she loves to shoot heads & see the fountain of blood like i do too ._.
but the thing is, she is still in pri sch which i think its tooooooooooooooooo violent for her.
anw, cousins. hahaha.

gta4gta4gta4gta4gta4 :(

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watched iron man ytd with jw.
ehh. i think its a very good movie !
i thot it wld be boring & stuff but i was proven wrong.
hahaha.

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shihui: yeah what manz ?


if only i am one too.

:(

i just wish.

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i dreamt that i screwed up my Alvl chem.
chemistry is still my nightmare.

WHYDIDIEVENTAKEITAGAIN ?!
ARGH.

i shd have known that i am really not a chem person !
i need jay, or at least just his notes :(

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stella: haha ! ya lah ! paragraph not photograph. HAHA :D
triena: wah lao. you very meannnnnnn ! i shall gang up with zhiyu to pester you next time ! hahaha !